whenthemooncriedout

I wander the cavern of my thoughts slowly getting lost like an abandoned dog left to the streets endlessly looking for home. I lose myself ever deeper, haunting these dim corridors disturbing long forgotten memories. The thick dust exploding in my presence. The tendrils of the past grips hard, savoring my every struggle to break away. My mind is violated by this unwelcome intrusion forcing itself to be known. It subsists on my attention and I just can't let go. The the dagger on my back is barbed and tipped with slow poison. Sharp pangs like fire burns and licks away at the fabric of my mind. I can hear the disembodied howls and screams of

I wander the cavern of my thoughts slowly getting lost like an abandoned dog left to the streets endlessly looking for home. I lose myself ever deeper, haunting these dim corridors disturbing long forgotten memories. The thick dust exploding in my presence. The tendrils of the past grips hard, savoring my every struggle to break away. My mind is violated by this unwelcome intrusion forcing itself to be known. It subsists on my attention and I just can't let go. The the dagger on my back is barbed and tipped with slow poison. Sharp pangs like fire burns and licks away at the fabric of my mind. I can hear the disembodied howls and screams of

May galit ba talaga sa atin ang mundo? O sadya lang na pinaglalaruan niya tayo? Kasi bawat araw na magkasama tayo'y umuulan ng todo. Nakakaloko lang naman ng kaunti. Di na rin kasi ako sanay na mabasa sa ulan. Pero ayos na rin to, malamig at mahangin kahit medyo nababasa. Mainit-init pa naman ang mga katawan natin. Dinig mo kanina'y "Halika rito't tayo'y magdikit." At lumapit ka naman ng husto. Aba'y kalungan ba naman ako? Hay nako, ang nakainom nga naman oo. Pero bahala. Basta't nakangiti tayong dalawa, ako'y masaya. Pero ano ito? Ngayon lang ata to nangyari na nagkakatitigan tayo nang ganito. Tuwa ka naman. Kinikilig ka ba niyan? Tingin m

There is no reason for me to wake up early in the morning. There is neither 'hi' nor 'hello' as I come through the door. There is nothing to see but for a shadow sitting behind corners. There are no words to exchange with the footfalls I make. There are only ghosts now filling these empty spaces.

I can hear your drums beating       you trumpets screaming away       you people shouting in triumph But there is no merriment where I am       mocking me with your dying anthem       an insult to this wasteland you call a country What is this demeaning reproach from life      when did this contamination infect us?      why do remain indifferent to this attack? I pity you all who have done no action      you who are whining and crying      dying from your less-than-human disposition This is not a praise for y

There's this sense of longing which I feel right now and I know you feel It too. How terribly bittersweet this is To fall in love with you.

There's something subtle between you and I, and I damn well know it has something to do with us. Nothing to do with the quiet drizzle of the rain. Nothing to do with the dimsum we're eating. Nothing to do with your childhood Rivendel nor does it have anything to do with this table made of lego. But I assure you, you don't have to go hunt for hearts in some lost city, because you've caught up with mine. Just like that line from Dusk and Summer, but I'm not one for stealing. Though, I am one for bringing and not breaking. How could anybody know? And this subtle thing between you and I, I have no idea how to call it. But I don't think that matt